always.

Monday, August 28, 2006

Leaving for Hong Kong

Actually didnt wan to blog but since someone says I lazy & nv blog so here I am lor....bleah...Anyway, I'll be leaving for Hong Kong tml morning. So people out there, dun miss mi too much (I noe u guys miss mi) hehe.. Will be back soon on the 3rd sep. I will enjoy myself over there.. 1st time travel with u gals, sure fun de. Finally, hope I'll be able to buy some things for my frenz. I shall go catch my beauty sleep now.. Ciaoz..

Saturday, August 26, 2006

Happy Birthday Hui Mei!!! haha..ok so it was actually ytd. Hope you have fun. Went to meet Jiayi & Sam at Marina Square after my driving. Paiseh la Alvin, didnt see u la. Ya, so "suay" to see him. lolx... jkjk.. ya..bet u going to fight wif mi when u read this. Nvm, I shall feng pei dao di!!! Ya, anyway, went to buy ah mei's 2nd bdae present. Slacked at Gelare while waiting for ah mei. I bought a giordano polo tee. Dun intend to buy at 1st de but kenna influence by e gals la.. In addition, ah mei has special bdae discount. So we go the outlet at Citilink lor. We were greeted by a guy. The guy looked familiar & I tried to recall. I somehow know he from SP de.. Den when I saw his name tag... "Marcus"...Ding!!! He was Marcus from SPAC2GO. Ya.. I doubt he know me coz oni saw him a few times during events. Service not bad though. Haha.. Sam & I had a fun time purposely mentioning "SP" & "SPAC2GO" but den he didnt seem to show any expression. Or maybe he couldnt hear our conversation? Anyway, nt impt la. So everyone arrived at 6.30pm & went to "New York New York" for our dinner. Alrite..so the place was so cramp? The 8 of us (ah mei, sam, jy, me, qj, tobs, jw & wh) had to squeeze lor. They actually serve breakfast throughout the day!!! & we ordered 3 sets of that. The bread is very oily. We had evidence, but all gone liao. So oily!!! Wanted to get a cake for ah mei but then "New York New York" strictly don't allow any outside cakes. They do provide cakes but then they only left with 2. Cheesecake which ah mei doesnt eat & blackforest which cost $52. Great!!!! So suggest buy cake go Esplanade cut lor.. Cham...now I everything also sae go Esplanade le.. Hehe... Ya, so bought a cake at Polar. ERmz....their service is also like shit. Ask for plates & candles muz also see their black face. Hello? What kind of service is this? Hmm, jy & I had a great time recalling the time we had with fc, zl, alex, frankie, bernard & leo. We remembered some "interesting" stuffs & laugh over it once again. And of coz things that made me feel bu shuang. Esplanade was fully occupied, so walked to Merlion. Sorry for the super bright flash from my camera. Wo bu shi gu yi de also.... haha..

Gosh, I'm tired. It's been quite some time since I felt tired. Went to attend the MPC briefing this morning at East Asia School of Business. Thought it was some kind of high class place but then is just like normal primary school. We were the 1st team to arrive & the organizers were still busy preparing for the briefing. But today's briefing was an "interesting" one. The briefing ended with a debating session. Can't believe some students from certain places can actually be so calculative. Juz becoz of that extra 1 hr? How much can u do? Nvm, we just sit there, guai guai, listen to them lor. Duration of briefing-->1 hr. Duration of debating session--> 30 mins. So actually spent 1.5 hrs there. Yeah..had lunch at IKEA with jy & ah mei b4 I went to meet my family at Takashimaya. So in the end, I only came home after dinner. Wah..tired tired...Fine, sae i'm weak ba... I know some ppl juz love to sae me that. So I shall let this ppl to have this rare chance to sae I'm weak. Only this time ah.... usually I'm strong de lor... hehe...

Thursday, August 24, 2006

Been quite some time since I last saw my grandpa. With my daily hectic schedule, I just don't have time to visit him. The last time I saw him, he still can carry those heavy wires, newspapers, etc, walked around the neighbourhood, go market & buy his ABC beer. Today, I was shocked when I see him. He was walking very very slowly with a walking stick! Now, he cant hear properly also le. My mum & her siblings are going to send him to nursing home. Surprised that my grandpa actually agreed. Though is kinda sad to send him there but then is more safe than leaving him alone. At least there are people over at nursing home to look after him round the clock. If there is vacancy, he will be staying there this weekend le.

Btw, I just received lots of call just now. Lots of missed calls. Thought who find me so urgently. When I finally managed to pick up that call, the person say, "so ur passport ready?" I blur. Then she added, "You the one want to go on board and gamble rite?" Diaoz lor... Received such a call.. Faint sia...

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Exams over!!! Holidays begin!!!

Woohoo!!! Exams are finally over. This sem's exam schedule was ridiculous... 16, 17, 18 & 21 Aug. If minus off the weekends, it will be 4 consecutive days. Didnt really have much time to study for exams coz of BD. Yep, was rushing out BD report during study week. Slept at 3am almost everyday during tat week. Thought can go home n slp or enjoy after our last paper but then, the 6 of us were rushing for our mpc report from abt 1pm to 5pm? Sianz lor... People who are still having exams the next few days had already left the BizIT but people like us who had finished our exams are still in BizIT doing report. Initial plan of going to Marina Bay was cancelled coz a few of us were tired and/or didnt wan to eat that much. So jw came to join us for dinner at Tiong Bahru. Supposed to search for present but juz no idea what to buy & there's nothing interesting or nice or suitable. Sometimes it's difficult to buy presents for people coz dunno what they like or want.

At least manage to go out today. Agenda for the day was to buy Ah mei's pressie, see & buy any nice & affordable wallets, buy another pressie, sit down & discuss what to bring for HK Trip. In the end, we did none of the above mentioned. None in the agenda list. Well, ok...so maybe we did look at some wallets but so ex!!! So wat did we do then? Hmm...walking around in Heeren trying to search for pressie but in the end, I got so bored in looking for it. Met up with ah mei at LP Zone. Didnt manage to get her the jacket. Went for lunch at SubWay..Walk walk at Far East. After which, went to Borders. Think we spent the most time there ba. It's been quite some time since I last went Borders. Jy & I bought a book so that we can bring to HK. But I tink by that time, we would have already finished reading the books.

As usual, my plans are more or less done for my sep holidays. This week is fully booked. Den will be away from 29th Aug to 3rd sep. Will be at Hong Kong. So ppl if u all miss mi plz look for mi at HK. lolx... After HK will be busy preparing bdae pressies & bdae celebration, Spac2go Year 1 Training Camp, prepare for Class BBQ and of coz nt forgetting to send some pictures for printing. Think that's about it. I shall enjoy them.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Had a great outing with Diana, Jw & Alvin ytd. Supposed to meet at 10.45am at Jurong East but due to some unforeseen circumstances, we met at 11.30am instead. Went for our Kbox session. Alvin, u not high enough la!!! Anyway, I cried while Diana sang the song "mei you na me ai ta" by Fan Wei Qi. She had been singing this song for so many times but ytd was the 1st time I cried. Maybe becoz ytd was the very one time, I read the lyrics n memories started to flow back. I'm surprised Alvin actually saw my watery eyes. Anyway, from then on, I was feeling down le. Sorry if I did somehow spoil the mood of u guys. But I tried my best to look happy le. Like wat my blog saes, "I want to be remember as the girl who always smiles even when her heart was broke, & the girl who could brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own." But I'm glad I went to ice skate with u all. Coz I definitely felt better during ice skating. Hehe..Thanx Alvin for teaching us sia. Xin ku ni le. But yes!!! I finally noe how to ice skate le. K la..nt very good though. But still, after waiting for how mani years, managed to skate liao. Been jioing ppl to go ice skate since sec 4, nobody wants to go. Went for KFC dinner with them. Was supposed to go home at 9pm but Diana wanted to take neoprints. So we took 45mins to take pics n designed them. Hehe.. The pics turned out not bad. Ya..And I lost my image again while designing pics. *shakes head*

没那么爱他
你有权利情绪化你不一定要坚强便有些事情
不能伪装别为自己设了框
我懂失去的悲伤也懂进退的挣扎
但想过去都是失望又何必要放不下

是习惯还是爱不放心还不甘心只有你知道解答
其实你有那么爱他真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想筷也可以抵达谁说一定要有他
其实你有没有那爱他没有深陷到不可自拔

认清了真心话你就放得下
深呼吸抬头望发现天空很空广这世界
那么大幸福总会在某个地方其实没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他拥有过的计划留给值得的对象你知道不会是他

Anyway, got back my napfa results. Got a Bronze. Wah sianz manz...18 points. Know wat is my time for 2.4km run? 16.59!!! Haiz. haiz....disappointing lor...

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Finally managed to go for my FTT ytd.. Yup, after cancelling 2 of my initial FTT dates. 1st time booked 12th July but I have Poly 50. I actually forget about it when I booked the FTT. 2nd time was becoz of the Bid Upon A Star @ *SCAPE event on the 22nd July. Haiz...So suay rite?

Went to meet Diana at Tampines Mall after my FTT to buy pressie for her bro, Alan (her real bro not spac2go de). Lolx...Alan very nice, invite me to his bdae party. It was kinda last minute la but heng I free so can go. Diana, ask u wat ur bro likes, u also cannt tell mi..Haiyo.. Wanted to buy pencil box for him but then I dunno wat he likes. Plus, I realli dunno wat to buy for a boy who is 12 years old! In the end, I juz buy a soft toy from mini toons (tortoise). Coz her bro likes soft toys too. Diana, tell u le ah..I wan the same soft toy..I wanted it since long ago le.. Am so happie that Alan love the tortoise..Even hug to sleep. Hehe..Alan's frenz are realli a noisy bunch. There's this particular boy whose voice is so loud. And the teacher told us that that is his normal tone le. Omg..I thought he shouting lor. But he reminds me of my Primary school classmate (my da ge)...hehe..Also dark dark de, botak botak, voice very loud. Haiz..now huai nian my primary school days le..When I see one of the gers chasing the boys, reminds mi of myself. Hehe..yep..Anyway, thanx Alan for inviting me to ur bdae party.

Left Diana's place at about 6pm coz I wanna go home watched Superband. Finals lehz!!! Love J3's jazz version of Xiao Wei..It was realli realli nice.. Very touching.. But then MILUBING WON!!! OMG!!! So happie!!! Now I'm already over that overly high period le. Ytd the few of us went crazy la..haha..couldnt stop smiling. Realli happie for them. Though they didnt realli do well for their last song, they managed to pull thru and emerge as the 1st Singapore Band. Congrats Milubing!!!

Friday, August 04, 2006

Hmm..quite an enjoyable week i muz say. Wanted to blog few days ago but then either too lazy to blog if not I busy with some other things. Today's the last day of sem1 le..Fast hor? Which means that we have 1 more sem before we graduate. My goodness.. Is this realli happening? *slap slap...Wake up!!! Yes!!! U r graduating in no time!!!* Seriously I dun realli wish to graduate yet. Not tat I wan to forward my modules. *touch wood* But I will definitely miss SP, lecturers, frenz, the days spent. Haiz...

These few days had been going to Main Library alot. To do BD lor. Wat else. I realised that I'm the new target to be bullied in BD. Hey..no fair sia. Thought is shark de..Now come become me le. I noe Squid & Octopus will see this so plz take note. But den again, I think u all wun care also. (so bad). Initial plan for blogging was to write the things happened among us (sea animals) but then too many things happened le, lazy to blog. Main thing would be that there are always free shows going on. And Squid, plz stop making Maria carrying ur pink bag. Sooner or later, my face also gone liao if he keeps on carrying for u. People say is tiring doing BD. I totally agree.. but I guess the reasons are different. My reason is becoz I always laughed during BD project discussion. But I'm not siao okie!!! U all make mi laugh de!!! But then again, I add some entertainment ba. Or else u all wan mi to cry meh?

Been home late these few days also & realised I didnt get to see my sis for at least 2 consecutive days & I sorta missed her lehz... Coz by the time I reached home, she sleep le. She leave hse b4 I wakes up. So ya lor.

Oh ya.. I finally agree to what Fucai & Zheng Long say. Jiayi & Diana are somehow alike!!! When Fucai & Zheng Long told ah mei, jy & I the 1st time, I still dun find it true. But now yes!!! The things they like to do! They have the same habits!!! Den again, I'm glad they are not totally the same. Diana, can I juz award u sth? "Best person who can link people into family tree"

Juz had my napfa test today. Juz as expected, lots of people. 90 over people ba. Initially wanted to take napfa for fun but after the trainings, I dun wanna fail & hope to get Silver. The only thing I seriously trained would be 2.4km run & sit ups ba. So was rather worried for the 5 stations. Surprisingly, I managed to passed them all.

Standing Broad Jump -->C (surprised coz thought I will get a E)
Sit & Reach -->D (expected coz gu tou ying le)
Sit-ups -->A (expected)
Shuttle Run -->A (surprised coz thought I will fail)
Inclined pull up -->D (expected)
2.4km run --> Dunno yet!!!

Argh...1st time do the 2.4km run after completing the 5 stations. Was tired by the time we were getting ready for the run. To get silver, I gotta complete 6 rounds by 16.20mins. After sprintting for the last round, Jiayi & I didnt take note of the timing so now we dunno wat's our timing. Irritating manz.. Dun even noe we passed not. If no silver, is disappointing...If fail, is demoralizing liao....Well, the person say the result should be out by tonight but I've juz checked, its not out yet. So I guessed we gotta wait till at least Monday ba. We spiltted into 3 grps after completing napfa. Huimei, Qiuling & Joanne went for dinner. Jiayi & Zheng Min share cab home. Sam & I shared cab home. Yep. It was ex.

I actually took 2 cabs today. First was from Kembangan to The Cathay. $9.10. If I dun take cab, I wouldnt be able to rush there in time for our movie (The Lakehouse). The taxi uncle practically juz chatted with me all the way from Kembangan to Cathay. Ya..talk stuffs like movies, studies, spore education, Cathay. Thanx Huimei & Jiayi for helping me to buy the Subway Cookie. Hehe..nice nice..Oh ya, the movie...ok la...nt tat bad la..But was quite draggy. Haha..kinda contradicting. But then, a movie I wouldnt "chase" ppl go watch.

Today's the last episode of "Love at Zero Degrees", Channel 8 9pm show. Yeah!!! She WeiXiang with Yixin lehz!!! Woohoo!!! Yixin chose Weixiang!!! So happie! Was still worried who she gonna choose. Omg..Wx is juz such a nice nice guy. But then, this type of guy doesnt exist in reality, only exists in fairytales. Sad rite? But then, we gotta face the reality.