always.

Sunday, April 29, 2007

Went to zoo ytd with Dear, his sis & his sis's bf. Initial plan was to meet them at Jurong East at about 1+pm but at about 10.30am, dear called & say they are done with their plans for the morning & want to come pick me up at 11.15am. Quickly had my breakfast & bathe lor.. Lucky I woke up at 10am sia. Anyway, so dear & his sis came & fetch me before we head off to IMM to fetch his sis's bf. Ya, so ytd was 2 couple at the zoo. Haven been to zoo for quite some time? But ya, nth much have change. Weather was good. Not too sunny & no rain. Just lack of the wind and the weather will be the best ever at the zoo. Ended our journey at the zoo at about 4+pm. Had something to munch at KFC while deciding where to go for dinner. After much discussion, they had decided to go to FarmMart Centre. Initially I didnt know where was that. But when I reached, I realise I had been there before with family & relatives. Anyway, ytd's dinner with dear's family wasnt that scary after all. Wasnt that worried/scared when I know I'm going to dinner with them. After dinner, Dear & his mum sent me home while his sis, sis's bf & dad went back to their own home. Haha. I was so blur lor. After leaving the place, I saw his sis's car behind was sitting another person. I thought, "it cant be his sis ah. his sis sitting infront" I wondered for very long then I realised "that looks like a guy". I turned my head round to the back seat of the car we were on, and realised dear's dad wasnt with us. Dotz... Den I didnt said "bye" to his dad at farmmart. Den I told dear to tell his dad or else later his dad thought I so rude nv say bye. But I cant believe I so blur & didnt realise his dad wasnt with us. Haha... Had a great time ytd.

Dear was more interested in the monkeys than taking pic with me. haha..

Dear & his "long lost cousins"

Me & my "long lost cousins"

Thursday, April 26, 2007

Yesterday's entry was on Spac2go, shall continue a little more today. Hope is going to be just a short one. Hehe

I'm very thankful to meet all the people in Spac2go. Though there are so much differences in them, there is one thing in common, all of them are LAME!!! haha..

Alumni 2005

Terence, Thiam Hock, Kevin--> They are like the guys version of Diana, Huiying & Me. Buy 1 get 2 free kind. Haha.. Especially when 2 of them are in the same class. Haha, speaking of this, that's another common thing between them & us. Thiam Hock & Kevin same class, & Diana & Huiying in the same class. Haha.. Anyway, usually we say there is always a sort of age gap between the year 3s & year 1s but it wasnt that difficult to communicate with them though. At least not that "bu shou" kind. Coz Terence & Thiam Hock stay in the East side so we will always take the same train back after meetings & stuffs. Den since east side, we the east side people will jio them out for movies. Seeing 3 of them will just bring back memories le.

Kang Ming--> Thought he was very fierce type when I just joined Spac2go. Maybe because he was the president & sometimes portray his serious side. But his "serious" image kenna destroyed when we started to interview him for the Farewell Party 2005. He was so lame & joke about anything. So always rmb, dun judge the book by its cover. Haha..

Said--> He's another joker & always do funny funny things. Everytime I see him, most of the times he very happy de. But of coz when come to serious stuffs, he will become serious also. And, I must say he's rather creative. I remember when we went for our Expedition, he created a headband by joining the flowers together. And it was for Bernard during the dress-up activity. Thought he went missing after graduating but ya, seeing him at the recent Farewell was really good.

Joyce--> A very bubbly vice-president. I rmb her as someone who always get so excited when she see someone she knows. Haha. Coz everytime in library, if we see each other, she will wave so excitedly. And ya, same goes to the rest when she meet them.

Diana Wee--> Didnt really know her well. The 1st time we talked was during Poly 50 in 2005. But ya, during events if happen to meet, still will talk.

That's for my Year 3 seniors back in 2004.

Alumni 2006

Irene--> A very cute, pretty & smart girl. And she's always so cute when she kenna bullied by others. You see her, jiu feel like go teng ta. Always see her & her friends in Foodcourt 6 de. Wasnt that close with her till end year 2 ba, coz of the 10th Anni. I kept liasing with her, then along the way will start to gossip gossip. Hehe.. Slowly, we started to share some things about ourselves & I started to tell her my things also.

Fucai--> Hmmm.. How should I introduce this guy leh? My ex-laogong. Haha.. (Dear, dun jealous hor..u noe de..) I also dunno how we became the "couple" in Spac2go. And seriously the whole Spac2go knows de lor & we just play along. But not bad la, play this still got previledge, that is he will take care abit la. Hehe.. And becoz of this "couple" thingy, he became my good guy buddy. I can tell him about anything. And I dunno why but he always have his way in persuading me & encourage me to do the things I didnt dare to do. But ya, thanx for those, if not I wonder will I be regretting today. Also, he's my hakka buddy? Lolx. Since both of us are the only 2 who knows how to speak in Hakka in Spac2go, we love to communicate in hakka when nobody understands us at all. Hey, not easy to find someone who knows how to speak hakka now liao lor.

Alex Tan--> Hmm.. Another I dunno how to say de. The guy whom I always see on train when on the way to school? Haha.. Most of the time, when the train arrive at Simei, at the same door, I'll see him inside, standing at the corner. Guess he love that spot ba, always see him stand there de. And because of this, whenever the door opens & I stepped in, I will always look around the train to see whether he's around. Is a habit le. But ya, that habit was gone after he graduated for some time.

Jasper--> Haha.. The joker & sometimes blur blur guy. Also the camera man for the events. He always kenna "hammer" by all of us whenever we take group photos. There's always fun whenever he's around. A person who loves food so much & never had enough of his share. I still rmb the best way of waking him up during camp was to place a packet of food infront of him. Amazingly, he did wake up & started to follow wherever the food goes. Haha..

That's for my Year 2 seniors back in 2004.

Alumni 2007

Zheng Long--> The "ahboyhehe" (where's your "ahgerhaha"?). lolx... The childish guy who have interest in cooking & love children. Haha. Such guy still exist? A guy who's always so on when come to games & forfeits. A guy who told me what to do if you are lost if you are a small child. A guy who can sing like jj. A guy who always use his own big big logic to argue with you till he wins. A guy who doesnt really know how to show his feelings through speaking but does have a very good brain in him. A guy who was so shy when giving gift. (haha.. dun meant to laugh but rmb that time, I suspect long ago le, want to take out den dun wan, hand shaking summore) Opps.. I'm so bad. But ya, he's also my boss. Was my boss ba. Now not your secretary le, yeah... hehe.. But ya, a good boss who never bully his fellow committee members.

Edison--> Iskanda number 2 was my 1st impression. Haha. Can joke anything, anywhere, anytime. Think without his presence, we won't have so much joy too. Thanx to his craps. But hey, this guy may be full of jokes & craps but when comes to presenting his thoughts, he's good at that. And it all makes sense & is logical. All of us thought so too. Partnered with him during our yr 1 camp nightwalk. Now I know your secret le. Hehehe... I very good, dun blog here but our batch spac2go ppl also know le. Opps..

Gerald--> The guy who may look quiet but arn't quiet at all. He can disturb you like siao also de. And could be childish too. Haha.. still can accompany me play those stupid stupid games/actions. The "ang moh" boy whom I have not much impression of speaking to him in chinese. Haha.. Ya, hear him speak chinese. Is not that bad actually.

Frankie--> The 金城武 look alike. A guy who has not much of fate with balls? So you will see he's so reluctant in playing all kinds of ball games. A tall, skinny & shy guy. Also looks quiet but arnt quiet. He got unshy by Diana, Huiying & me. He is now so used to our craziness and play along with us too. And ya, didnt know he was so violent till the recent bdae we celebrated for him tgt with Zheng Long. I smashed cake on his face & he started to take revenge without a care.

Bernard--> Thought he's another "ang moh" boy but he stills speaks quite alot of chinese actually. Just that I dunno why he always speaks in English when we just joined Spac2go. A guy who has a twin brother (Bernard, I haven see your twin bro yet!!) Also another quiet guy. Just find him abit different when he talks face to face & when chatting on msn. At least I felt that way. He talks alot & can get along very well on msn. But face to face hor, his words became lesser le. But of coz, thats becoz he shy when come to girls. Bernard, I say I wan to help unshy you when come to girls de, but now I duno how's ur progress le. Hehe..

Kevin--> Another tall & skinny guy. My 2nd laogong (dear, dun be jealous, u also know de. hehe..) My bro also.. Haha.. A guy whom I confirm will take pic each time during events. The guy who kept saying he wants to come to my house & swim. He said it everytime he sees me & it started since yr 1 but till now he haven come for the swim yet. Haha..

Cynthia--> Was rather close to her when we were in year 1 but then she abit mia le, den all of us less contact with her liao. But then saw her the other day at MindCafe, we said we want to go for our kbox which we said like how long ago..

Winnie--> Irene version number 2. Small small size girl. Sometimes she also blur blur den very cute also. Then anyhow will just laugh among ourselves. Eh.. we always do that during main com meeting. Opps... Boss, dun scold us... Hehe..

Diana & Huiying--> Haha.. these 2 ah.. Know them so well that I dunno what to say here le. Think even people who read my blog also know them. Lolx..

That's for my batch (Year 1s) back in 2004.

Miss my seniors so much coz at least at that time, we were still the "Babies" in Spac2go ma.. Hehe.. Opps, guess is not a short entry after all..

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Memories of Spac2go

Something to add to my memories once again. Very important memories that I shall remember for that changed my life, my character.

"Been with this wonderful family for 2 years already. Lots of memories from the very 1st time we met in Year 1 training camp in 2004 till tonight where we are going to celebrate the club’s 10th Anniversary. Time flies eh? Thanx to SPAC2GO for letting me know such great & fun people, making my poly life an enjoyable one. Memories & all the wonderful experiences will be kept forever with me & I wish SPAC2GO all the best in the coming years. SPAC2GO = So cool, So lame…Hehe.. Definitely no regrets joining this club. "

This was what I wrote in the "memory book" of Spac2go which was done by Huiying & Diana.

"Hope that Spac2go will continue to strive to greater heights. Have so much fun in this club. No regrets. "

This was what was written on the board during the recent Farewell 2007. Though it was not written by me, it spelt out all I wanted to say.

Truly, Spac2go had created the most memorable memories in my poly life. I never thought I would enjoy this cca. But the club, the members, the alumnis, the fun proved to me that my decision was right. So why did I this choose this kinda unknown club (which also always being mixed up with Sparc)? This is how it goes...

I didn't think of joining any cca in SP for I thought that is not important & didnt care much about it. Then come one day when Diana & Huiying told me that there's these group of people who went to their lecture & did some "promoting" of their clubs. We stuck together all the time so of coz I went along with them to listen to the briefing of the clubs. It was a combination of 3 clubs: Sparc, Spac2go, Sp Comperes. After listening to all three clubs' briefings, 3 of us were more interested in joining Sparc. In the end, we sign up for Sparc as well as Spac2go coz we find it not bad. If cant get into Sparc, Spac2go also can la. Haha.. like a spare tyre. Funny thing was that I do not have much memories on who were there to represent Sparc & Sp Comperes but I can still remember a few of the Spac2go members were like asking Fucai to do a short briefing of Spac2go. Also when handling up the forms & choosing our interview time slots, Joyce (the vp then), asking us to ask Kang Ming (the p then) things if we dunno.

Then the interview day has reached. Spac2go interview was 1st. At that point of time, Terence & Said were in-charged of assigning candidates to the interviews. Since we 3 were early, we chatted with Terence & Said. I still remember we asked them "Is Spac2go fun?" And their replies were, "Yes.. Very fun". But think the way they answer like kinda fake. Haha.. Huiying, Diana & I were suppose to be in the same group for interview but coz of the previous group, 1 person didnt turn up, Huiying went to join the 1st group. Diana & my interview slots were next. 5 in a group. I started to speak 1st. Ms Angelvin started to ask me to intro & stuffs. The basics of interview. Ya, & I started to say what were my past CCAs. Then I started crapping of coz. Saying I like counselling people, help them, bla bla bla... The next question, "Will you give your 100% (or 101%? cant rmb) in the club?" I replied "Yes". Haha.. the typical answer. I cant rmb a single thing Kang Ming asked. Unless he didnt ask, but I guess he did la. I thought I did rather badly in the interview. But ya, we received news later that 3 of us got in. Wow.. Us, the 3 frenz got in. Haha.. And we went for our orientation camp & stuffs. For the details, I shall not say here since it is in my first few entries.

Yup, so that's about it on how I got Spac2go as my CCA. Oh ya, Diana & I didnt go for our Sparc interview in the end. By that time, we werent interested le. Haha.. Anyway, back to Spac2go. I'm those kind who won't be the 1st to introduce herself to others till the other party start. But becoz of the various activities we had to do in groups, I managed to open a little more. And by the time the last day came, we made plans to go Marina for bbq with the seniors. Ever since the day I joined Spac2go, I dunno how but I became much more out-spoken. And hence, members of Spac2go think that I'm those very "on" type, super out-going, etc (which is the total opposite of me). It's like such a different me as compared to secondary school days. Just ask Diana & Huiying, they can tell you so. In fact, they told me I became more out-spoken after I came to Poly. Hey, that's a good thing. I still rmb the 2005 Chinese New Year, we had our 1 week holiday. Since 初三 everybody start work le, so will be rotting at home. I was chatting with Cynthia & I initiate to go for movie next day & started to jio others. The time when I decide to catch a show & jio the rest was like 10.30pm. That was like so not me. Now come to think of it, I'm rather surprised myself.

Maybe at that point of time, I wasnt that close with my classmates, I cherish Spac2go frenz much more than poly frenz. I think the only reason could be we went through alot. From the orientation (night walk. haha..) to 9th Anni to Expedition, Residential, my batch was really bonded. 9th Anni still alright ba but it was the Expedition. Spent 4 days 3 nites at East Coast Park. The day when we walked from Merlion Park to East Coast Park, carrying big big bags & food. Now thinking of it also makes me feel so happy. Details were posted in my previous entries too so shall not blog it here.

Spac2go not only gave me the joy & laughter but also allows me to display my leadership skills. 9th Anni was the very 1st event which I was involved in planning & was in-charged of the decorations. Being a freshman in organizing events, I was not so sure what to do. All I noe was meeting kept going on. Lucky I have Huiying to help me. Thanx ger. Together with the rest of the committees, 9th Anni was a success. Thanx to Said for trusting us, letting us, the freshman, the yr 1s to handle the whole event (except for food & budget). With the 1st experience, the rest of events till I graduate was not much of a trouble (I guess). I don't know why but I am always involved in organizing all the events till the batch after us came in.

9th Anni --> Deco I/C
Farewell 2005-->Activity committee (if i not wrong)
Yr 1 Training Camp 2005-->Treasurer & Food I/C
BBQ Outing-->Food I/C
10th Anni-->Chairperson

That's about it. I gotta say I spent lots of time on Spac2go. During school holidays, will be busy preparing the events, when school starts, sometimes also have events or meetings, handling of proposals. Tough job in organizing the events but all was worth it when you see it turn out to be a success & to see all the smiles from them. I specially felt it when I saw the smiles on the 2005 grad seniors when they were watching the video. Maybe becoz I really spent alot of time & effort on it. I spent 1 week, with an average slp of 4 to 5 hrs slp a day to complete it.

I actually managed to try lots of different positions in Spac2go ba. From organizing committee to Secretary of the club. I guess is my commitment that brought me this far coz base on quality skills, etc, there are better choices than me. I learnt a few things in Spac2go.

How to work as a team to have an event a success
How to distribute tasks to committee members
How to write minutes
How to write proposals
What are the procedures in organizing event (it's damn tough la)
How to create video (I have never done it before & nobody teach me, I anyhow play & created one for the seniors)

That's all I can think of now.

Now that I've graduated from SP, I've also become Spac2go alumni naturally. All of us are going in different directions. But am sure the bond we created will remain between us, right newly crown alumnis? Haha.. Anyway, what Zheng Long said the other time during Farewell 2007 almost made me cry. It's meaningful, sad & thanx to Kevin playing sad song on the guitar. Yes, that's the end of our journey in Spac2go, but the spirit & bond remains.

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

It was so boring at work today. I'm almost done with the things I'm supposed to do. To prevent myself for having nothing to do at all till next friday (my last day of work), I've been doing the work very slowly. Having lots of slacking time. So far, it seems that other dept dun need a temp staff at the moment. So have to look for job again. Sianz. And I'll be leaving DBS soon.. Haiz.. Anyway, now everyday go to work, there's only 2 things I look forward to: Lunch time & Go Home. That's when I dun need to find things to do to look as though I'm busy. It was so tough to find myself entertained at work. Though I can surf the net but I cant go look at blogs, msn, games, etc. I cant even access any other emails except for DBS email. So boring.. Today, the other temp staffs so busy, cant chat with them. My side all so busy de. I was quite surprised when I reached office this morning. I reached 8.30am sharp. Usually a few of them will be around doing their stuffs le. But I only saw 小蜜蜂 aka bee aka 小屁股 number 1. Haha.. But ya, the rest went for some course or sth and came back only at about 6pm? Well, 1 more week to go. I want it to end fast so I dun need to act as though I'm busy, but at the same time, hoping the time at DBS wont end so quickly. I will miss going to amoy street and buy the fruit juice which we all love. Hehe..

Was on the way back home when I saw a girl suddnely took out a book & started to write on it. I thought she writing song sia.. Haha.. Like all of sudden you have the inspiration & want to write it down quickly. But I think she was writing her diary la. Look kinda more like essay than lyrics. And I realised I haven been writing in my own personal diary for a long time. My last entry was on 3 August 2006. 8 months. Maybe coz the problems I had were all done out in words to my friends. And since being tgt with dear, I really nv touch that diary le. I kinda miss it. It's just beside me now. Was reading it. Hmmm.....those troubled & unhappy days. Wanted to write sth but I dunno where to begin. In the end, I decided to blog sth over here. Weird.. Much easier this way, faster. Haha...

I shall go catch up on some memories to be added into my own diary. And also to see whether are there any not so happy things or problems which I should write inside. Till then...

Monday, April 23, 2007

What a day ytd.. Met Diana at Somerset for our K-lunch at Cineleisure. Hehe.. long time nv 二人世界了. haha.. Sang some songs which we haven been singing for a long long time. Songs that we used to sing when we were in sec 4. The times we hide at the staircase & practice our song for Grad ceremony. The times we always sing when we were sitting at the back of our class. The times we were singing in the toilet. Haha.. The memories. =)

Went off to look out for some bags since Diana needed them desparately for work. In the end, we bought 3 pairs of earrings each. $5 for 3. And because of us leaving kbox late, shop for bags & buying earrings, we were late in meeting Zheng Long, Mike, Siang Wee & Fiona. Sorry sorry.. Made reservations at Minds Cafe (Prinsep) at 3.30pm for 6. And guess who we saw at Minds Cafe? Cynthia! Ya.. she's working over there. We didnt see her the other time when we were there. But thanx to her, we were introduced to a number of fun games. We played, "Taboo" where guys vs girls. And the results show that we 3 girls are better at it. Haha.. Played "I'm the Boss" which had us all arguing over money, as though we were gonna fight. Played "Who's got the fastest hands" and it proved that diana was not so good at that and people follow other actions. Haha.. Played another game which is about the same as "heart attack". And that proved everyone that the 6 of us were the loudest at Minds Cafe. Lolx..

Left there at about 6pm and decided to head off to PS Swensens for dinner. Actually the idea of ytd's outing was to celebrate Siang Wee's bdae. So we had a swensens' bdae cake for us. After all the eating, we started to play a game from the chinese variety show which telecast on Channel U every monday at 8pm. You have to say 当然 no matter what the other person say and you have to prove what you say is true, otherwise, you'll lose. As usual, is back to guys vs girls but we had mike to represent the guys and fiona to represent the girls. It was gross la, whatever they had said. In the end, I came up with some real crazy stuffs which I can guarantee that the guys will never do it. Anyway, we 3 girls were made to perform a task, that is to do frog jump 1 round in PS. We did it! But what we did was to write "Frog" on a piece of paper & pass from one person to another till we had complete one round of PS. Ya.. it was crazy but still, who cares manz. We were all too high le. Lolx.

After all the high games, bought diana's bag, we went home. I was feeling terrible ytd night anyway juz that I didnt say out. It felt as though there was something stuck in the middle of my chest. Think coz afternoon play & laugh too much, plus drank too much ice water at one go. I felt like vomiting & I controlled. I dun wan to diu lian again like I did 2 yrs ago. Sam shld know. But ya, I was alright after resting awhile at home.

Saturday, April 21, 2007

changed a new blogskin. it's been a long time since my blog's background was bright one. Think the only time was my very 1st blogskin ba. Though it looks kinda kidish but ya, thought it was cute and juz felt like changing one. So ta-da! Nothing much to blog actually. I just dun haf the urge to blog tat frequently anymore. Maybe coz nth special to blog in order to add into my memories. So what have I been doing for the past 2 weeks? Well, I started work on 5th April, working as HR admin with DBS. Is at PWC building. So heng to be at the same working place as diana. Coz we both got it thru Kelly Services. Lucky she's there, so I dun feel specially nervous on my 1st day of work. Coz she started work 2 weeks before I did and got to know quite a number of ppl over there. I'm under the recruitment team, and my job is suppose to help the new coming Filipino staffs to apply for their employment pass. People over there at DBS HR are really nice. All very friendly and easy-going de. Though they say the dress code is suppose to be office wear, it seems that what I usually wear to school also can, juz that no jeans and t-shirt nia. Hehe.. And so, I meet diana everyday to go to work. Only recently I found out that xiuxian also worked at PWC building. Haha.. so qiao. Anyway, i only have 2 weeks more to go with DBS and my contract will end le. So now trying to ask other dept see need temp staff not, den I go over. hehe..

Went for dental check-up and Dr. Yong told me that it was alright. Haha. Phew.. coz I now dun wear retainer every night le. Hehe.. Lazy. But ya, lucky nv shift. He say he dun wan see me so often le, so my next appt is 1 yr later. After about 2 more visits, I will be totally discharged le! Means no need go dental checkup for braces liao.. Yeah...

Sunday, April 08, 2007

I am tired now.. Had only the most 5hrs slp which was separated into 2 sessions. Ytd was Spac2go Farewell Party. Yep, for us, the graduating members, the new alumnis. I was with diana since morning and we were taking bus from clementi area to holland village to meet zhenglong for late lunch. The 2 of us looked at the board and saw bus 75 (if i rmb correctly) take us to bus stop opposite holland village. We counted the number of bus stops coz we didnt noe where to alight. Board the bus, bus drove off, started to count bus stops. But ya, we lost count halfway and there was this bus stop which we werent quite sure whether to alight. And we just carried on. Juz as the bus started to drove off, we saw holland village. Great manz. We missed it. Thought it was alright, juz alight at the next bus stop. Gosh...It was very far. We thought the bus was driving to the expressway. In the end we walked back to holland village coz there was no way we could cross the road and board another bus back. Decided to have lunch at Breko and waited for zhenglong to arrive. This guy ah, was sneaking up behind us. He didnt even make a sound when he reached. Gave us a scare when he suddenly pointed one of the dish on the menu and asking us to order.

Went to school to meet the rest of my batch to so call practice songs. In the end, we chatted, changed into our school uniforms and started to take pictures crazily. Haha.. Yep.. is school uniform coz tat was the dress code for all. Initially, we still sort of complained it's so troublesome to get school uniform. But now, I'm glad we did, coz it was fun to see all of us dress like sec & jc students. Proceed off to the venue for our event. It was at T22610. Yesh.. SB tutorial classroom. The event was good considering the very tight budget given. The only factor that fail to add more points to the event was the venue. Air-con was not on. so we only had fans and the natural air. But it was alright coz all of us still had fun in that room. It was nice to see some alumnis turned up. Especially Said! Finally saw him after he graduated 2 years ago. The 3 pillars (kevin, thiam hock & terence), alex tan, gary, sean, pamela were there too. The event ended quite early, about 9.45pm. Quickly changed back to usual clothes before we headed off to the post event venue. Zhenglong, Huiying, Diana, me followed Alex Tan, Said, Thiam Hock, Terence, Kevin and his gf (Ellse) to TCC at Prinsep Street. Chat abit here and there then we ended off with those lame questions like, "How many meh meh jump over the wall?" I learnt a few. And we figured them ourselves de. Haha.. Some was difficult though. Went off to Minds Cafe at about 1am. 1st time there and it was fun la. Coz you get to play all sorts of games with your frenz. You can see all the joy at all the tables, all laughing de. We played 2 games only (Snorta & Taboo) coz the shop closes at 3am. Said sent Zhenglong, huiying, diana & I home while the rest went off to eat. They are not tired de lor.. Thanx Said for driving us home.

Farewell committee members, thanx for making the event into a success. Know it was not easy in preparing this event, with the initial No from above and tight budget. Thanx again for giving us the wonderful and memorable last event as a Spac2go member. Love you all in Spac2go. Spac2go Rox!!

MGS, PYSS, RJC

Do not push!!

Ah Bengs & Ah Lians in action!!

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/

At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).

You are working extremely hard - perhaps even above and beyond the call of duty. You are preparing for the future and therefore trying to build a firm trouble-free foundation upon which you may base all of your dreams and aspirations.

In spite of the fact that you believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, it is hard for you to accept that your needs and desires are misunderstood by almost everyone within your sphere of influenceand there is no-one to turn to or rely on. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are.

You are feeling trapped by the situation as it stands at this time and what is more, you feel powerless to remedy it. You are stressful, angry and disgruntled. You feel that everything that you try to do to change the situation is thwarted and your hopes and aspirations all seem to be receding into the ever distant future. You have reached the state where you now doubt whether your dreams will ever be achieved and this is not only causing mental stress but heartache. You need to get away from it all - you need to have time to think, to recuperate, to be able to make your own decisions.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone.

Not really true, I guess. I dun even noe. But one thing I noe that at this point of time, I'm feeling tired. Brain not functioning. Coz of the lack of slp I had from previous night. I know last paragraph is very true.